Still trying after 2 years

Crystal

It's a long and frustrating road, isn't it? My birthday is this week. I'll be 36. My mom and husband are always so excited for my birthday, but all I can think of is "Wow... another whole year has passed and I've failed to get pregnant." or "What if I'm getting too old to get pregnant..." I've had IUIs. I've taken Clomid. I've taken Femara. I'm taking prenatals and fertility vitamins. I've had a hysteroscopy and an HSG, both which were normal. I've had bloodtests done (normal levels of everything, including progesterone). So I should be popping out babies, right??

I have no kids.

I don't want to give up. Right now, I'm 6DPO and my nipples have been hurting for days, but I always read too much into symptoms. I know it's too early for any real pregnancy symptoms anyway. My husband and I are continuing to BD every other day because I heard it can help with implantation. Not sure how true that is, but I'm willing to try almost anything. I keep feeling weird "period is coming" type twinges off and on today and I'm praying that's not what it is. Lord, please bless us with a healthy pregnancy. I'm so beyond ready.