I’m not ok

Stella

I don’t know where else to go. I’ve never posted anything on this app and I don’t know if anyone will answer but I’m not ok. I feel like there’s more than one of me. Right now, I feel scared and alone but I also feel happy and safe. Wtf is wrong with me? I’m sorry if all of this doesn’t make sense, I’m doing this whole freaking out, I don’t know what to do. All I know is that I’m not ok