I'm 4 weeks pregnant with one of my childhood friends baby, i don't love him in that way and don't know how to tell him that I don't want to do this when he's already went and told all of his family. He keeps telling me that he loves me and that we'll figure this out but I'd rather do this alone then with him. He's also trying to force me to tell my family when I'm in no way ready. I'm only 18 and didn't think I'd make it to graduation because of all the abuse and depression I've dealt with and my parents and i are finally in a okay spot where they're proud of me and i actually have dreams and aspirations for once and i just know that this baby if i proceed to have it will ruin my life and I'm not just being dramatic. I can barely handle taking care of my cats at time, it's only been a month and i already know i can't do this, how do i get him off my back