I’m 18 & I’m 16weeks pregnant, i am just so depressed, I have a bad relationship with my bf who I’m pregnant by & live with. He makes me feel so bad about myself, he makes remarks calling me fat or big. Tonight we got in a lil fuss & he literally kicked me out the bed & I told him not to touch me like that, I am pregnant, especially with his child but not like he cares anyways, he called me a “big bitch”

& i just walked out the room crying, this is my first pregnancy & I’m suppose to be enjoying it but i hate to say it, I’m not enjoying it at all, i don’t regret my baby at all, I’m just so mad that I’m pregnant by someone like him. I wanna be happy while I’m pregnant, these few weeks been so depressing, idk if it’s the hormones or what, idk what to do, it’s so hard to leave & especially with a child on the way, I literally been crying for a hour straight in a different room, he haven’t even checked up on me not even once. I don’t have anybody to talk to bout this either, I feel so alone 😞 i literally have the urge to yell & just go crazy idk why.. but I’ll just cry myself to sleep.. if you read this far, thanks for listening💔