I’m soooo ready to leave my bf. I’m really trying but this mf words speak louder than his actions. He talks all day about how he needs a job and this and that but instead of using his phone to apply to the link I send him he makes excuses. All he wanna do his ply his fucking game and chill. He owes me like 3 real dates and he has plenty of ways to make money but is too “comfortable” as he calls it to do something. He says I never talk and all this and that but when I do talk I get interrupted by his game or his brothers playing the game that he’s more focused on. He keeps sayin “don’t give up on me” but he’s making it so hard. He blames his exes for the reason he is the way he is like he can’t just stand up and say “I don’t want this to rule my thinking or my life” and move on. He says I don’t understand cause I’ve never been in a real relationship because I’ve left every guy I’ve been with the moment they showed me reason to. This is the first time I’m giving a chance and he’s taking it for granted, he’s supposed to be my best fucking friend and he can’t even handle friendly advice like applying himself or become self aware. Every time he doesn’t get his way or I tell him what he doesn’t want to hear he throws a lil ass pissy fit and starts complaining about how I am. And I tell him if you have so many complaints why are you with me. I’m literally here to help you not hinder you or baby and do everything for you. I’m soooo fed up and he can tell but it’s like he doesn’t care until I say “I’m done” and stop talking