Trigger (maybe)

I’m having a hard time excepting what happened in my pregnancy! My 23 weeker survived by a miracle, but my placental abruption caused it. Also due to a hemorrhage by my uterus that every doctor wouldn’t take serious. I really think we could have kept him in longer to grow had I been put on hospital bed rest. I guess I’m just really sad about it all. He’s home and thriving but on a g tube and oxygen and I guess it’s torture sometimes to watch him go through this. Really hurts my mama heart.