1st ultra sound but went soso feeling down

Jamie

Baby Healthy heartbeat 179 8 1/2 weeks. But during the appointment the dr weight shame me because this is my 4th pregnancy and I haven’t lost to much of my last baby baby weight. I was told to diet during this pregnancy and try to gain no more then 10lbs. Feeling down because I been trying to loose before I got pregnant this time around and so on but can’t. I hardly eat as it is but this kinda ruin my 1st ultra sound appointment. Then they said at the 20 weeks ultra sound appointment they will send me to a high risk pregnancy dr because of my weight. Other then that I healthy and the baby healthy