Last year and this year has been so hard lost two babies and it doesn't get any easier seeing everyone having beautiful babies and not me but me and my boyfriend have come to the time to stop trying for now and make sure im healthy as I can be both physically and mentally hardest choice I have had to make but I am happy that I have found the perfect memory box to put there things in and to help me move on but not forget finally now im older I can see hope them small things like the box and the bear can help me get past the loose I have been tho losing a baby at 16 and 19 and 20 really made me think i must be doing something wrong but it wasn't my time and in the times I don't want to talk about it I can open the box and remember I was lucky enough to get pregnant even if it was for a small time I am still thankful for that because some people don't even get that