So me and my bf have been together for about 1 year and a half but lately I’ve been having sexual fantasies about other men. Not some actors or unimaginable men but men that I know/ have had sex with before.

Obviously I’m not gonna act on them but I do sometimes even dream that me and my bf break up and i go and live my little whore life.

You don’t need to tell me I’m a piece of shit, or do, but I know it already and feel disgusting over it.

Am I just not sexually attracted to my man anymore?

Someone ever experience this?

I could never act on it but I already feel as I’m cheating on him having these thoughts.

I’m just confused. I know I need to break up with him because he deserves better but I can’t fathom saying “I’m breaking up with you because I think about having sex with ____”

*I do want to state that mine and bf sex life is incredible and might be the best I ever had. He treats my body so right and goes with whatever mood I’m in, whether I want slow and passionate or rough etc he gets it and does amazingggggg! Which is why I don’t understand why I have these fantasies when my bf is literally the only one that can make me climax SEVERAL times just from oral... sorry tmi!

Thank you to the women that have commented and are being understanding. Y’all are amazing. 🥺