Ok. Moms, I probably just need some reassurance. I’m currently pregnant for the 5th time with baby #2. I had 2 miscarriages before my 1st and only baby girl was born. She was born 3/26/16 and was tragically killed 1/21/18 at the age of 21mons by a drunk driver. I had recently had another miscarriage the end of September 2019. To my surprise I became pregnant again December 1, 2019. I’m now 15wks 4day and we’re extremely excited about this new blessing our daughter sent us from heaven. We have announced to family and close friends. I haven’t got myself to post on social media or to tell extended friend/ family. I think with it being so close the 2yr anniversary of daughter going to heaven I haven’t found the perfect time to announce. Now we are having a gender reveal on Saturday Feb. 15th with family. I have an appt set for tomorrow at 5:30 for them to determine the gender. I’m now worried at this appointment they’re going to give me bad news about this baby. I’m just scared that they won’t be able to find a heartbeat again. It’s been a few weeks since I’ve had a ultrasound. This pregnancy has be so different from what I’m used to. Some days I feel pregnant some days and others I don’t. I know it’s supposed to get easier in the 2nd trimester but the changes in symptoms are making me worry. Sorry, this is long and idk if it even makes sense. I think I just needed to post or tell someone that doesn’t know me personally. Thanks for reading.