Struggling 😭

I only managed 2 weeks with my first

We’re at 8 weeks with my 3rd I’m now starting to struggle the constant holding and feeding all day and all night

- Not settling

- Not sleeping for long

- No idea if she’s full enough

- doesn’t seem like a happy baby

Finding it so so so so hard!

Trying my hardest and feel pressure not from anyone but myself as I feel if I stop I’m a failure all the benefits for me all the benefits for me and if I stop I would feel like a failed and been selfish

I had my 9 year old crying saying she misses me putting her to bed and our special time because I’m always feeding the baby