First off, I'm only about 3 weeks PP, I had our little girl via C-section after 12 hours labor. She wasn't engaging further and I wasn't dilating past 4 cm.. they had to break my water. The entire process with all that heavy pressure and discomfort from the constant checks and actually getting my water broken is still pretty fresh in my mind, so I am so far from being excited to have anything else shoved up my vajay, if you know what I mean. Not to mention my incision site is still very much sore.

My fiancé is on a deployment (not military) until the 1st, and he's been wanting me to sext and such. I'm hoping it's just the hormones but I get so irrationally annoyed when he does ask, or says anything about wanting sex again at some point or when he mentions the whole 6 week clearance from the doctor. I just want to be innocent mom right now, not porn star wife 😭