I am on the bigger side I use to be 140 lbs the weight I should be at when I was 17. I met my SO when I was at my skinniest and felt sexy, I could wear what I wanted with no limitations then 4 years later I had our first child. I gained weight after that like 100 lbs and would wear nothing but men’s clothes, I then had my daughter and gained even more weight (260 my heaviest). I tried my best to lose weight but as hard as I tried it didn’t work so I just quit and lost all hope.

When I got pregnant with my 3rd I lost 20 lbs, then another 30 after having him. I dropped from 260 and now I’m at 230 and losing more! I felt great when I was pregnant, my SO made me feel so good about myself and even after having my son he was and still is all over me. I got my tubes tied so it made it even better and we went from having sex 1-2 times a month to almost everyday of the week!!. He makes me feel sexy, the way he grabs my ass, my boobs, he pulls my hair, and anytime during the day he will just grab my ass, kiss me and put his head in between my boobs.

I bought things for the first time in 11 years with him because I never felt good in them till now. I went to target the other day and tried on some lingerie then sent him some pictures. When I go home he asked why I didn’t buy it and I said because I didn’t feel good in it; he told me I looked sexy and should have gotten it.

Today while looking through amazon I bulked up the courage and bought myself a lingerie gowned for valentines day and I am happy to say I am super excited about it!

What do you think? The first two are the ones I sent him and the last is the one I ordered!