I’ve been feeling really down for the past couple of weeks but I always act like I’m fine, especially since I have to worry about my 10 month old 98% of the time. Today I got so overwhelmed and I just told my fiancé how I’ve been feeling and that I’m depressed. He just looked at me and said “you’re strong enough to push through it” then he turned over and went to sleep. I really think I want to be alone. Like he honestly doesn’t make anything easier for me. I take care of the baby ALL the time and when he sees me struggling with her he will act like it’s not a problem and play his game. Even when I ask him for help he waits until he feels like it to “try” to help me. But when he asks me to help him do something he wants me to hurry up or he’ll catch an attitude. I don’t know if I’m still here because I like the idea of a family or what but I kind of just want to be single. I can take care of my baby without him, I just feel like I’m done. We’ve been together for 6 years but nothing feels the same anymore and I’m tired.