WHERE DO I START!

My boy problems: What happened was I like this boy (let's call him Jake) well I'm really good friends with Jakes sister ( let's call her Stacy) and me and jake didn't talk much at first and then we started talking on twitch we talked ALL THE TIME and I really liked him!

And then we moved to Discord and talked even more, (pretty much every day throughout the whole day) so we became better friends, but I started to get really frustrated so I decided to just tell him that I like him the next time I see him and I saw him and chickened out and that happened about 5 times.

So the night after the play that were both in I get a text from him and it said "um I like you a lot and I just wanted you to know" and I was like " I feel the same way!!!" And we decided just to stay friends because we're young but in the future if we still like each other we'll date, ( and we're gonna keep it a secret so our family's won't find out)

So life happens and we're flirting all the time hugging just acting like we're together but we're not and I was at his house one Sunday and we're in the back room and we're talking then he starts talking under his breath ( which was really cute) we start getting closer and closer about to kiss and Stacy calls me from the other room and we keep getting moments like this.

So that's some of the back story,

•Now let's get to the problem people!!

• My friends keep telling me that he's only still "with me" just to brag to his friends about me.

And I don't know what to do with him, it's hard to explain the problem in a post and not make it longer then it should.

I did leave a lot of the drama out of this post.

But I just needed to rant in a way, and I'm sorry if none of this makes sense I'm typing it really fast.

I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO!!