Poop face

So yes, this is completely random and weird as fuck. But, I am so scared for my husband to see my poop face 😂. I literally cannot poop without the door locked. Even then I’m scared he’ll accidentally walk in on me. I’ve also never farted in front of him. Ever. Idk why but I’m paranoid about it happening too. I really don’t know why, We’ve been together for 4 years, we’re completely comfortable with each other. He’s literally shaved my vagina because I’m fat and pregnant and can’t reach it.