I think this pregnancy is coming to an end. I’m not okay, but I’ve accepted it. I’m supposed to be 9 weeks 4 days and barely measuring at 6. Even though no doctor has addressed concern I feel like the chances of this baby still being alive are smaller and smaller every day. I had small brown spotting that wasn’t a concern but it’s been sporadic over the past few days and has now just gone red. I’ve thought of many different causes for the bleeding. Exams, my uti.. but that added in with the fact that my baby isn’t where they should be just doesn’t give me any hope. I still plan to go to my next appointments and ultrasound but I won’t be surprised if I end up seeing a blank screen. It just hurts that this would be my second loss in six months. And it scares me for future pregnancies. I don’t know why my body refuses to stay pregnant but I hope the next one sticks.