I had a dream i was sleeping next to The LOML, and i woke up in the dream to the sound of a baby crying. A bit confused I got up and next to us was a bassinet w a baby in it that looked like the perfect combination of me and Him. I picked up the baby and he calmed down and fell back to sleep in my arms... I was in my own paradise with My other half sleeping peacefully and my joy sleeping in my arms. Then i Woke up and the heart break i experienced literally crushed me. Sometimes it feels like it’ll never happen.. 😔