So many beautiful woman in this world

Hi all, I’m 26 years old and I think that there’s so many beautiful ladies in this world, I’m seriously in aw with all the beauty BUT I have 2 ex’s who cheated on me. I’ve been single for 4 months and I’m doing okay but I’ve never been so insecure in my life. I don’t hate woman oh man I love them! To admire, (but I love men) I’m just so insecure. I ask myself why be in a relationship when a guy is always going to have a wondering eye? When there’s always going to be someone prettier than me. I’ve never been like this but after being cheated on twice now I don’t see things the same. I don’t want a man, for what? He can leave me so easily, there’s always someone with a better body, a prettier face, a smarter mind.

I’m sorry ladies I’m just venting..

How can I stop thinking this way?..