First time mom thing or do I need help?😔

Idk what it is but I’m always scared for my baby. I don’t let her stay with anyone besides me. I’m 22 years old and my family always tells me I need to go out and enjoy myself (which I do with my baby. I rather stay home with her maybe with company then be out partying) but they even say for my relationship with her father we need to go on dates and always ask me if they can babysit. I have her sleep with us in bed most nights just cause I feel safer knowing she’s right on the side of me. I always get these thoughts too of someone crawling up my 3rd floor window and stealing her. Or I’ll just be scared of her being sick even if she has no symptoms. Or just losing her 😔. I’m very spiritual as well so if I sense someone isn’t a good person I always pray over her & get extreme anxiety.. it’s so overwhelming and just so sad all the time when I should be happy enjoying life. Do I need help? Is this normal paranoia? Will it eventually go away? Anyone else deal with this?