Hi Everyone,

I'm honestly not really sure what I want to say here, but I know I want to say something. Two months ago I had an ectopic pregnancy. I wasn't trying to get pregnant and had no idea that I was. I was rushed to the ER after losing consciousness and the tube had ruptured. I lost over a liter of blood. I'm now recovered, feeling normal physically, but mentally I'm struggling. All I want to do is talk about it and have people ask about it, but everyone has their own lives and I really don't want to be annoying about it. It's odd to feel so sad about losing something that I didn't even want at this point in my life.

My partner has been incredible with letting me have my time and waiting on relations until I'm ready. But I'm feeling guilty for making him wait for me, and that makes me feel guilty that this all happened. I guess I'm just using this to vent, but I figured it might help to hear from others who have been through this, as I haven't met anyone else who has yet. Are these feelings others have felt? Am I overreacting about this?

Thank you for reading my vent sesh if you have gotten this far ❤️