I'm not sure why I'm writing this, but I need to just get it out.

I had a NIPT draw at 12 weeks, and a redraw at 14 weeks. Both are unreadable and inconclusive. I'm having an amniocentesis on Tuesday and have been referred to a MFM now.

I am terrified and devastated. I'm 16 weeks tomorrow and I have not even been able to enjoy this pregnancy or announce because of these ongoing issues. My nursery is bare except for boxes, unopened, with car seats, stroller, pack n play. There is a little romper hanging alone in my son's closet (it's a boy) that I wanted to bring him home in.

I just feel like the odds are stacked against me at this point. I feel like they're going to tell me this baby has something wrong going on.

Send some good vibes my way. I had a good pregnancy with my first, and this time around, it's just been a nightmare.