When will it be my turn

I feel like god is laughing at me. Watching me take test after test only to have the same negative outcome. I've literally seen 6-7 pregnancy announcements today alone and yet another BFN on my end. I'm so upset and angry and I just want it to be me announcing my pregnancy. Like...all I want to do is cry out of frustration. I thought for sure this would be my month and its not...again. It's really hard not to get discouraged.

I know god has a plan for me and I trust him, it's just really hard staring at yet another negative pregnancy test. 🙁😭