I feel so terrible for typing this or even putting this out in the universe. But I just need to express myself cause my bf is such a mamas boy!

My baby is about a week old and his mom has been so eager to meet him . On the day he came. I had a c section and didn’t want anyone to see him or me that day. It was a terrible experience but yet she managed to get to the hospital and wait the 5 hours till we got a room.

At one point the pediatrician came to the room with her there and asked me if I wanted to hold the baby and she ended up holding the baby instead.

When we got home from the hospital she went straight to our house. Not even an hour in she was there ready to meet my baby and hold him.

I felt so emotional and tired. My bf pushed me to nap so his mom can burp my baby. I started crying so much. When she left I just broke down and told him how I didn’t feel comfortable she was here especially when we just got home and trying to get our bonding going on.

I said some mean things about her that I shouldn’t even have said but my hormones are so crazy right now!!

I think my bf talked to her so she backed off but today my bf suggested she come and watch the baby for 2 hours while we go shop for items. I was hesistant but obliged and she came in an instant.

She’s so in love with him and I appreciate her presence but can’t help feel JEALOUS and INSECURE . She speaks a different language than me and she always tries to speak in her tone knowing I’m clueless and expects me to understand. It’s hard but I do try my best to understand her.

She also calls my bf everyday now and worries him about my baby. She adds her two cents about his well being cause he was a c section and has trouble keeping up the weight.

Im just venting this out. Has anyone felt this way before? Please tel me I’m not this crazy to feel this way