My life is finally all there but no matter what life tries to curve ball at me I have been able to conquer it. People see me as the Wonder Woman and some hate because they think I try to be the center of attention when I try to do everything. But in reality I need to be able control something because I can’t control my emotions or my personal life. I don’t do well with my emotions because of my past (I won’t get into it). So sometimes I break down and freak out once in awhile. My husband and friends think I’m being over dramatic and seeking attention because it’s “not all on me apparently.” But I try to explain I’m not, so now I just bottle it up and hide somewhere and cry by myself. Is it okay to do this? To feel this way? I feel like I’m alone and I try to ask for help but people just push me away. Am I really just over dramatic? Please someone tell me.