I have never had boobs. When I breastfed, I prolonged it for 15 months JUST because I was a full B cup the whole time and actually felt like I loved myself for the first time ever. I can’t afford implants, shit I probably never will.

Its effecting my everyday life at this point. I don’t want to wear clothes that fit, because you can tell I have no boobs and look like a boy. I don’t want to have sex with my husband because he touches them which instantly sets my brain off. I don’t want to take sexy pics for him anymore. I avoid the mirror every time I’m in the bathroom, and the mirror is huge.

I just want to feel sexy and I can’t, no matter how hard I try.