Waiting on gender to make it feel more real?

Misty

I’m pregnant with #2 and 12 weeks and I don’t know why but it just doesn’t feel real yet. I’ve been miserably sick and I’m getting a bump so it’s not like I’m not having symptoms. I finally did NIPT yesterday so I should know the gender soon and I’m hoping that’ll kinda kick my butt into gear. With my daughter even before we knew the gender I was going Pinterest crazy, name searching, and building an amazon list already. Anyone else feeling like this, especially with #2?