I’ve been losing my mind lately. I need me time. I am so motivated to lose weight and get healthy and just plain get out of the house with just me myself and I and I haven’t gone to the gym in two weeks and that’s too long. I’ve struggled with weight all my life and I just want to take the time since I’m at home to finally get healthy and it’s so stressful having this goal I’m starting to get frustrated and want to give up. It feels like there is nothing I can do things just keep coming up. My poor bubs is teething and has been having trouble pooping(we’re figuring it out)he bumped his head the other day and I just feel guilty leaving him. He’s going through his 6 month sleep regression so I’m getting no sleep. Even getting some help on the weekends doesn’t seem to be helping anymore. Maybe I’m just ready to go back to work. I don’t know I’m just frustrated I want to be with my baby. I just want to be able to stay focused on my goal and be there for my baby as well. This is too much sometimes.