I’ve always dreaded Valentine’s Day since this exact day. It is obviously an old post I came across in my memories but this is the kind of shit that made me even more shy/ let everyone walk all over you type of person than I already was.. this was ultimate disrespect and I just acted like it was a joke when in reality I was in a relationship with someone who blatantly flirted and acted as if I wasn’t even in a relationship with him then this day literally on the way home he broke up with me after doing this with not just this person and not talking to me for the whole day. But my question is, why did/do girls and guys both think that this is ok, or funny? Why did I let this roll off like a joke when I knew this bothered me like no other and just let the feeling of let down and pity take over and become me? I know it was so long ago but this hurts the heart of 15yr old me and brings me back to the day that specifically

shattered a little bit of my self worth.. I just wish I could snap myself out of whatever I let other people turn me into...