I went in there with the intentions of buying baby food and getting a $600.00 money order to pay my rent and filled up the basket with 10 pouches of baby food then went straight to the money order line. I didn’t think anything of it when I got the money order and walked straight to my car. Then *boom* the security knocked on my window as I did a 2 point turn and I just kept going. I was so embarrassed already and didn’t want to do the walk of shame.

Now I’m sitting here feeling so guilty! I know this is confessions and secrets so please don’t judge me too hard. I’ve already asked God for forgiveness (I understand that doesn’t make it right). I even told my mom I want to go back to Giant and she told me I’d be crazy & get arrested..just leave it alone and don’t go back there. Truth is I’ve been walking so mindlessly because right now I’m in a custody battle (I just got granted a protective order against my sons father). I’m reading so much on here about how hard it is to be a single mother and it’s true. It’s so hard to walk away from an abuser. Even now I’m feeling extra stupid like I had the money I’ve just not been thinking, sleeping, etc.

Am I overthinking?