I snapped

I snapped today. It was a rough day at work which normally wouldn't faze me, but that piled on top of little to no sleep, raging migraines the past 3 days giving me vertigo, PPD and PPA flare up, a messy house, asking my husband out tonight and being rejected because he needs sleep, and every time my baby cries it makes my ears ring and just makes me mad. It is like all my emotion for my LO is gone. I don't feel any empathy, admiration, or affection towards them. I just want to drop him off with his grandparents and leave... I'm terrible for feeling this way...but I don't know how to stop it 😭