Would you see me as a failure?

So I’m 19 and I feel like a complete failure. I’m not in school and I still live with my dad. I’m moving states in a month or two so I’m waiting to start school and I want to begin searching for a job once I move... but I feel like when I tell people that they think I’m just being lazy? Idk. It might be my own insecurities convincing me of that but I feel like people hear that and they’re like “yikes... suuure”. Ugh.