Venting

Hey guys I need to vent.. I don’t have much friends I kinda isolated myself I have a boyfriend he’s 22 I’m 18 he’s in the process of getting a house for us.. I’m excited it’s so perfect but I’m scared everyone keeps telling me I should be married first before moving in and my mental health right now is not that good I’m depressed and my anxiety is so bad where it affects my life like working and everything.. I’m still trying to figure out who I am and what I want in life but I know 1 think for sure is him. I want to be with him in our house I just have so much to do in 5 weeks before we’re able to move in and it’s so stressful and overwhelming 😭 we’re moving 45 mins from where I live so I have to find a job down there and everything too