Every day I come home from school I go straight to my room and just lay in bed. This morning I woke up at 12:30, got up to use the restroom and get a little food and came back to my bed. I’ve struggled with mental illness like depression and anxiety since I was a freshman in high school. My senior year I moved out of my abusive household and into my grandparents house, but I haven’t had contact with my other family since then. It’s been 6 months and I feel like something is missing and I’m pretty sure it’s them. Most of the time I feel overwhelmed or angry or sometimes sad but I try not to show it. Nobody knows I feel like this except one of my friends but even now I just want to lay in bed all day and sleep. Idk what do do, can you please help give me a clue as to how I can make me self feel better or if I’m just lazy?