So I need to say somethings. I have so many what if questions. Hubby and I have Been trying for what seems like forever to concieve. Not sure why we can't but medical help has been a option. I recently have been thinking this is something I want more than anything. I'm heart broken every time there's a negative test or baby announcements. But what if it happens and it's not really what I thought I wanted more than anything. What if I get Medical help with conceiving. Could my baby have a medical issue? What if I'm not supposed to have kids. Should I keep pushing it ? Sorry ladies. I have so much on my mind.