Healing

You ever wish time would just go by faster so you can be healed? I left a almost 3 year relationship back in September, and I still just hurt everyday.

We are both in separate relationships now, but I can’t help but to wonder if he even thinks about me from time to time. I was his first actual relationship, I have to cross his mind right? We were together everyday from September 12th, 2016 right up until I left him back on September 2nd, 2019.

I’m hurt. I hurt everyday. Have been for the last 6 months. I just self medicate in bad ways to cope with it. I can’t wait to be healed..