Hello, so I have been trying for a year to have a baby. I’m engaged to the love of my life and we want to start a family early so we aren’t in our 60’s still raising kids like his mother. I fear that either I’m not fertile anymore or he isn’t. He had an accident when he was younger that caused massive trauma to his genitalia. I was on Rispordal as a kid to manage my hormone deficiency, and when I was 11 my breasts started making milk. So I fear that the medication they had me on ruined my chances at conceiving naturally. Since they took me off of that medication they had me on birthcontrol to try and even it out so I would develop as a woman.

They didn’t do the mandatory testing on the drug before giving it to numerous kids before reaching sexual maturity. And then not only did I go through that, they had found out that my kidney was damaged and had not been draining properly like it was supposed to. Instead of letting the urine out through my ureter into my bladder it piled up and causing a massive kidney infection that was causing me to have massive problems in school, and I had to go to the doctors all the time for peeing pain and fevers all the time. With the kidney swelling it moved my uterus anteriorly to the right of the midline and back wards. So I’m not sure if I’ll ever have kids of my own now. But any help? Any advice? I’m currently 3 days away from my expected period and I’m having massive heart burn, and gas. Never have I ever had heart burn, I can eat spicy food all day and not experience it. But the test strips for my LH all month have been super dark like a surge but have stayed that way all month. And I’ve only had one positive pregnancy test and it was a false positive 2 months ago. I’m not sure what to do, I just want to have beautiful babies, and be happy again. But ttc has ruined my life.