I'm a stay at home mom with my 7 month old, part time with my stepdaughter who is 10 years old and two dogs 1 is a puppy that my fiance randomly brought home, and a cat. My house is crazy and my fiance works 6 days cleaning cars. I take care of my son 24/7 my fiance never gets up during the night and the only time he does is yelling at me to quiet the baby because he works which really irritates me that he does that and then I take care of the household chores (everything, I'm trying to give my stepdaughter chores but she is spoiled and never does anything and gets away with it) and I cook...I get a shower every so often and that's honestly my only time alone but not long because my fiance tells me our son is crying for me so I have to hurry up with a shower as well. And he is always bitching at me about how hard he works (yes cleaning cars is hard I did it all the way till I was induced with my son, but he also just messes around and hangs out with everyone and smokes all day) and he makes me feel guilty for doing absolutely nothing wrong, he randomly said to me I'm not feeling good (his back hurts a little today) so he stayed home and slept till 1pm and got up and went outside and spent a few hours smoking cigarettes and pot and came in and didnt say anything about how tidy I made the house this morning since I have been up since 5am with our son we are both fighting colds. And then he complains to me how horrible he feels and how I just dont understand all the work that he does and how draining it is.....I am so freaking tired of it I feel like I'm going to have a mental breakdown because of him. Also I just put the garbage cans to the street at night and he didnt even say thank you. He just ignored me. I'm really starting to think that maybe my son and I would be better off alone. Idk. I can't even think about risking losing my son. His father doesnt know how to take care of him. He is always stoned. HELP ME PLEASE.