So here I am.. 36. Trying for our last baby. The other two were easy to conceive. And I feel super blessed to have two healthy toddlers. This one, I have been trying since September. Each month that passes I wonder if our family is done growing. But I’m not ready to give up. And I’m done worrying about age. I read that the statistics on age is based on a 300 year study... so I’m going to go with that. Lol. Look it up. It’s interesting. And infuriating, that if it’s true doctors still use it.

So last month after my period showed her nasty face right on time I decided to switch focus. I’m working on getting healthy again. Before my first daughter I was thin and in shape. I gained so much weight with her and after my second I hit that high weight again. I have about 30 lbs to lose to be back to pre baby weight.

And I’m switching up how my husband and I have sex. I’m going to try the sperm meets egg plan. So tonight we start. And I’ll use my opks starting on cycle day ten. Which is Friday. Good luck ladies and try to have faith. I have three close friends who got pregnant when technically they shouldn’t have been able to. One, her doctor said she wouldn’t ever have children. She now has two, without medical help. Another’s husband got a vasectomy, never went and got it checked, and a year later she was pregnant with #7. And another got pregnant twice on bc. Once on the pill and then on the shot. God has his hands in everything. And if it’s His will, then it will be done. I just have to remember this if my family doesn’t grow any larger.