I’m 4 weeks 3 days..

I had an ectopic pregnancy 8 years ago and a missed miscarriage last March... I am 34 year young and is considered high risk..

I went to the OB today... they didn't see anything on the ultrasound.. which I'm super early still, she wasn't sure why I was scheduled for one at 4 weeks bc majority of the time you can't see anything this early.

She didn't see any fluid in uterus (which if saw fluid it could of been a sign of an ectopic) and said my ovaries looked good.

They had me go to the hospital to do lab work, I go back Saturday for another lab... they are testing my blood to see if the pregnancy hormones are doubling like they should every 48 hours..

I go back Monday to go over blood work. I hope things are doubling every 48 hrs like it is supposed to so we can almost rule out an ectopic... if pregnancy hormones are good, I'll go back at the 6 week mark and have another ultrasound to see if we see the baby.

If levels are good Monday and we see the bean at 6 weeks with a good heart rate we should be getting out of the woods...

the waiting is the difficult part, I'm not trying to get excited..

I'm trying to stay positive...

I’m just not getting hopes up just yet..

I’m so scared!