I still love you and I dont know if I'll ever stop. We were together for 3 years but our connection was intense and strong. I know you haven't had luck with relationships since me and I've been in a bad marriage/relationship since after you and I split. But goddamn it I fucking miss you! I still listen to our songs and the ones you'd sing to me while we were driving around while holding my hand and reminding me you loved me. I dont know if you feel anything towards me still and I doubt I'll ever know. We had even more of a connection because we lost 2 babies while we were together. Both of our little ones are up in Heaven playing together and it's hard for me to cope that loss without you here by my side. I wish I could just see your face or hear your voice or feel your hug or lips against mine one more time. But I can't...you're with someone new now. I dont know how that's going for you but I wish I could wish you all the best. I hope one day we cross paths again and maybe we get another shot at us being together. I miss you more than you'll ever know. I love you more than you'll ever understand. You'll always hold a special place in my heart regardless. But I just hope one day we see each other again and get to rekindle the romance and love we had. I wish I could tell you all this in person or in text, but I cant. I love you endlessly handsome.... until we meet again.

Love

Your ex