TW: depressed and suicidal

Kolbey

I have been extremely suicidal lately.. ive tried talking about it i really have but its hard to pick the right words when i feel so numb.. i havent cut myself in about a week which is good for how often it was before.. it just doesnt seem like enough anymore.. it gets worse at night but during the day i feel so alone and overwhelmed and anxious.. im on 10mg prozac for anxiety but it doesnt seem like its doing much.. i go see my therapist on the 27th and ive talked about being suicidal with her but not very in depth.. i dont know how to explain how i feel..