I just want to be a mom...🥺

Been off the pill almost 9 months cycles 27,61,41,43,47 and still currently late going on cycle day 55. Negative test and went to OB few days again. They don’t deal with pregnancy stuff but just a normal OB and they just said my cycles were rlly long and didn’t say much I went for my yearly check up. My last period was jan 1-5