hey... so basically I’m really in my head tonight. All I can think about is how shitty everything in my life is rn. I wish I had someone to go through it with but I also don’t at the same time. I’m single rn because everything is so shitty and I know I couldn’t handle having a boyfriend on top of everything else. But just thinking about how nice it would be to have someone there with me through it all.. to have someone hold my hand.. someone that brought me happiness. But I’m still dealing with inner turmoil so I know it’s not the right time. But feeling so sad on a night like tonight, and dreaming about what could be.... well I just feel like I could break in two I’m so weak rn