32 weeks and my husband left me

I’m so upset Iv cried every day since he’s been gone I feel so empty and lost without him he’s truly my best friend my soul mate the love of my life and I miss him so much 😓😩😓 he just went to the Middle East for an op (we’re both active duty US military) and I can’t even describe how lonely and depressed I feel. I don’t wanna eat I don’t want to move I just wanna lay in bed in his sweatshirt covered in his cologne and cry I know that’s bad but It’s how I feel 😭😭 I still am going to work obviously and eating what I can drinking lots of water but I miss him so much!! He’s supposed to return sometime in either April or as late as June so I’m also facing potentially giving birth alone and that scares me and makes me cry even more I know other ladies have been through this so if you have any tips I would appreciate it.