Wiping blood 5w5d

Ugh. My anxiety is through the roof right now I've already Googled everything I possibly can to try and comfort myself.

I had a missed miscarriage in September. So I have been "distant" with this pregnancy, and every time I go to the bathroom I check for blood... Even though I never had any miscarriage symptoms the first time...

Well the one time I forget and just try to have a normal pee, I get blood.

Ive been busy today, went for a walk, ran some errands, moved some heavy objects. Trying to just do what needs to be done around the house.

No clots yet, no cramps, not enough to need a pad... But definitely blood.

Can't call the doctor til the morning so. Here i am 🤦‍♀️ I'm about to take a shower and put my feet up.