I'm so sensitive...

I just... I dont like criticism from my husband. I already talk down to myself so even when he says something in jest when I'm trying a new style or mentioning something about mess... I feel horrible.

I already feel like I'm not good enough, and he should be able to make normal jokes. But I cant shake them. My last two therapists stopped seeing me because I wasnt mentally I'll enough apparently. As soon as I stopped self harming they basically ushered me out of the office.

I just feel, with my disability and not being able to carry babies to term (3 miscarriages) that I'm not enough. Working full time gives me no energy for homemaking or cooking (which i love). I also know I'm not very pretty.

I'm okay at styling so I figure I try my best to seem pretty but I'm not. And most the other things are completely out of my control.

He should be able to joke around sometimes. We both joke around at each others expense sometimes (just friendly ribbing) but with my due date coming up I cant help but feel worthless.