Everything was ok thenn.......

So me and my boyfriend have been together 7 years 3 kids 1 house 2 dogs and 1 hell of a rocky road and I've been by his side through everything well ive sat back and watched friends family cousins everyone get married my best friend didnt want to tell me he was engaged bc he knew it would kill me inside bc ive waited for so long well today my boyfriends brother just proposed and its killing me. !!!!!

Me and my boyfriend have been together longer than anyone that we know and I just feel like it's never going to happen !!!!

I feel like I. Just getting so depressed and I know my emotions are all over the place bc of me having my baby but uggghhhh I'm so down