Reality just hit!!

After 13 years WE decided to reverse my Tubal ligation....today was my pre surgical consultation and everything went well thank goodness!! Doctor says due to me having clips it should be a quick and simple drama free surgery. I have 100% faith in my doctor not only has he been doing this type of surgery for over 30 years but he is my former boss and a great friend.

Reality hit as I drove home from work just now! I’m gonna have this surgery in a few weeks I’m gonna start all over again!! I’ll be 39 next week what the hell Melissa!!! I’m freakin out!!! I’m happy and this is what we both have wanted for a long time but I’m still totally freaking out!!! Jesus take the whole wheel!!!