i’m a shitty friend 🤦🏼‍♀️

me and my best friend are both pregnant. we both have boys who are about a year and a half apart. i did a private scan and the cord was in the way a lot but she thought boy. my friends private scan is tonight and i’m sort of praying she has a boy because she wants more kids and this is my last one. i hate that i’m so upset about this situation. i should be supportive and happy for her if she gets the girl she wants but i’m also so jealous if she does